We've had a lot of years when a member of The Pack required 24-hour kind of attention, and a few years of adjustment and learning with a new Pack Member. I have wasted a lot of energy feeling guilty about my strained patience from sleep deprivation and constant need. I have said over and over to My Pack, "You do not have to be sick or misbehave to get my attention. I want you all to be happy and healthy." I don't want anyone to feel the need to be a squeaky wheel. The Pack works best with balanced, aligned, smooth-rolling wheels.
In the last year, there has been a lot of focus on helping Atticus adjust to his new life, and most recently, on Foster Dog and his health. My Perfect Peanut, Luna, hasn't made a squeak. She never complains, and I hope each day that she doesn't feel taken for granted.
Bright Shiny Luna
The thing about Luna I have taken for granted, through the coping skill of denial, is her health. I can't bear to even flash on the thought of living without her. Through the changes and challenges within our family, Luna has been The One by my side supporting me. She reminds me of our successes as a team, and the lessons she has taught me are truly priceless. Luna is a sweet and patient teacher. I hope I have been as patient with her when she has needed.
Perfection by my side
Last week, after a lengthy day of walking, I noticed Luna paused on her way up the stairs. My Girl is 11, but I still see her as My Little Peanut, the Black Lab puppy who lit up my life when she ran into it when she was 10 months old. She didn't squeak about the pause, but I saw her, and I will help her. The Pack can't have a flat tire. We've got to balance, align and pump up The Peanut.
My Luna may not be able to go with me everywhere anymore. She may need more massage time and more supplements. She may need more of me. I feel a bit stretched, but I won't squeak about it. I'll stand by My Girl, just as she always does for me. We're a good team.
This is what True Love looks like
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