Day 3 - Well Rested and Ready

Our day began with our walk. Jason told us of a wonderful park just down the street. What a great find.

Of course Luna was noticed for her fantastic off-leash behavior. I was told Boulder is a really really dog friendly area, and we saw a few really great dogs on our short hike during Day 2. At this morning's park, it looked like there was some private dog training going on. The park was big enough so Luna and I stayed at least 100yds away and just did our thing. We walked around the playground equipment. I checked my email and some gossip pages on my phone. We just walked around. I expect Luna to follow me and she follows me, and sniffs ahead, and waits for me, and follows me some more. I take her picture. It's just what we do.

Luna is an experienced model. Sometimes she'll smile for the camera. Sometimes I swear she's saying, "Just take your 12,000th picture. Let's go."

The person who I think was receiving some private training said to us as we passed by her, "How do you do that? How do you get her to stay by you while you walk around like you're not even paying attention?"

Now, how could I answer a relationship question like that with just a short, "pat," "magical" answer? I didn't really know what to say so I said, "We've been together 7 years. I expect her to follow me." The person who I think was the trainer said, "Yes! That's the attitude I want you to have! You EXPECT him to follow you!" As Luna and I walked back up the hilly street to have our breakfasts, we saw the woman casually walking around with her arms crossed and her humongous Bernese Mountain Dog following and sniffing behind her. It was really sweet. Ambassador Luna spreads her goodness again.

After our walk and breakfast, Jason left for a 3+ hour ride. Oy. Luna told me she was tired...

It was back to Super Comfy Bed for Luna

While Jason rode, Luna and I caught up on I'm a D.O.G.! and other computer things. We also made some lunch. One of my favorite vacation treats is a turkey reuben sandwich. Cooking in our rental has been slightly challenging. Before a trip, I make a list of the meals I think we'll enjoy and a grocery list of what we'll need. I try to bring a lot of our own things so I don't have to re-buy them, and I've been told that I bring too much (not by Jason, he would never say that). I like to be prepared and independent, and you just never know what kind of grocery store you'll find. I knew we'd have Whole Foods access, and I thought I'd try to be that "trusting" kind of person I've been encouraged to be. I decided not to bring non-stick spray or foil. The rental - with a full kitchen - would probably have those, right? Dang it. It didn't. I need a Safeway grocery store...

Anyway, cooking has been a bit challenging because I've had to use butter to keep everything from sticking to the 18/10 stainless steel fry pan. Oy. It works ok, but it adds so many calories and just doesn't work as well as non-stick spray on a non-stick pan. I've spent a lot of time scrubbing out the one pan so far!

The turkey reuben went ok. Some of the cheese fell out as I put it into the pan and that created a seriously sticky sticking issue, but I think I did pretty well!

Vacation Turkey Reuben

Jason had some troubles along his ride (roads closed due to Boulder fires and a huge cross wind) and returned pretty tired... After a shower, lunch and a nap, he was ready for an adventure. Luna said she was So Ready!

The Pack trekked to Chautauqua Park. A super busy huge outdoor area with easy to hard trails. We took a medium one that at least had some shade, but we climbed over 500 ft in rocky rocky terrain in about 2 minutes and we were a bit winded and unsure where we were. It all turned out perfectly and we got some great pictures.

Jason and his Peanut near the end of the trail


L&L and all our supplies


The Downsized Pack of Three - Still. Awesome.

We decided to rest and hydrate a bit in the huge yard space. Shade and a breeze made it absolutely dreamy. We saw this and had to smile and capture it:

Sleepy Sleepy College Students - the book on the left is clearly marked "USED."
When I zoomed in on the photo on the computer, I could see the book is an Anatomy book...

After the jaunt through Chautauqua Park, we drove up Flagstaff Road to the top of one of the "foothills" of the Rocky Mountains. Jason looked like perfection...well, of course, because that is what he is.

This may end up being my favorite photo of the trip

Then it was time to return to our rental. Made a quick stop at Safeway for non-stick spray and foil. I'm noticing the higher altitude and less activity is a total appetite suppressant. Doesn't mean I'm not eating a ton...I'm forcing myself because I don't want to miss out on anything because I didn't eat enough. Trust me, the nutrition and caloric intake are quite high...

You know Luna was a little tired since she looked like this while I was preparing my chicken quesadilla:

Dreamy Sweet Luna

Though she'd be ready for any adventure we told her to follow us on, we think it'll be a Sunday Night Football kind of night and another day of outdoor fun tomorrow!

Day 2 - Almost to Boulder and Then We're Here

It's been easy. The only "hard" part is how much I have to pee...I'm drinking a ton of water because I understand Boulder to be "High and Dry" and I don't want to have any discomfort that could be so easily remedied simply by drinking water, but gosh, it really makes me have to pee. And I don't think Luna's drinking enough...but I can be crafty to get her drink more...

We started our day as we do every day: Luna and I walk together. It was still a bit dark, but just a block away was a cute little school we could jaunt around.

I know, not the best photo ever, but it's for inclusionary purposes only.

When we returned to our Best Value, Jason was already packing up the car. It was about 50 degrees, and some foggy mist was around. We felt a little alone in the world except for the fact that the No Vacancy sign was now illuminated and the tiny parking lot was filled. That car show was filling up the city!

We had only 3.5 hours to go which meant about 4 stops for me to have to pee...

Have you ever noticed that the United States has some really nice Rest Areas? I mean, they all have their personalities, I suppose, but some are so so pretty. Our first stop in Colorado was a Rest Area.

The view from the pet exercise trail


I just thought this was fun. I'd never seen a grey cricket before. I think it hopped to my black pants because it was so freaking cold out on the plains...


How often do you take family photos at Rest Areas?!?
Luna and I will pose and smile for a photo anywhere.

Once we arrived in Boulder, we decided to drive by our rental just to locate it because we couldn't check in until 3pm. Jason's quote: "That's a *#+^ed looking house." Oh no. I didn't want him to be disappointed AGAIN!!!


We had some things we could do until check in and we did every single one:
1. Hike a short trail...no name, just a little trail along a gorgeous river along a super busy road. Loved it.

Jason said Luna got a little crabby when I ran to get the camera...we don't like to be apart!
We'd been inseparable for about 42 hours...the 47 second separation was good for both of us.

But then...we just like being together...even when we're boiling hot in the boiling hot Boulder sun!

2. Visited one of Jason's favorite bike shops - University Bicycles in Downtown Boulder. It became one of mine too because the staff said Luna could come in and everyone there loved her up...of course.

Last thing in the world we need, but some things you just gotta have.
We're on vacation!

3. Went shopping at Whole Foods. Had to make chicken quesadillas for dinner. It's a vacation tradition. And, because of all of our food needs, we need more than those ingredients. It's so good to have a grocery store you love when you're on a trip...

Jason and Luna found some shade and hung out while I whipped around the insanely busy store. With all that accomplished, we headed to our rental, and it received Jason's approval. Whew.

The doorway to enter the "Artist's Apartment" is to the right...you can't see it in this picture, but that's where it is...

Jason's description of the tile is " *#+^ed up," but the shower is "macho" because it is lined in galvanized steel.

This bed is so comfortable. If the memory foam top didn't make Luna so hot, she might not leave it...

The day ended early for me and Luna. We were just so so tired. I'd like to think I'm more adaptable. I don't know if it was the high altitude, less activity, not enough water, or what, but my blood sugar was wacky and it was best for us to go to bed. Luna had to go outside at about 4am, but we slept fairly well for about 10.5 hours. That's a record. We're ready for Day 3!!!

Day One of Operation Recovery - Migration of The Pack

The Pack is off to Colorado!

It was an early morning start, but we left about a half hour later than we'd wanted. Packing was slightly challenging as we had a ridiculous amount of necessary items:
Bike, Luna, water, food, pillows, Camping Gear, and oh yeah, clothes. We were loaded down, but the music to start us off was perfect.


It is Friday. We are in love with The Cure.

Luna is a wonderful traveling companion. She never complains and she's always interested in what you might be doing. She doesn't want to miss a thing.

Luna has the 60% part of the 60-40 back seat and while seatbelted, she can still see out the windshield.

The trek to Boulder, Colorado is about 1200 miles/20hours. We planned to drive for as long as we could today and that took us through Indiana, Illinois, Iowa and into North Platte, Nebraska. We completed about 16 hours of the trip in 17 hours - we're very efficient stoppers apparently because I feel we stopped whenever I needed to, and Luna got to stretch her legs frequently.


Powering a farm in Iowa

We averaged about 22mpg with a tailwind in some areas and a headwind in others. How that works when you're headed Due West, we don't know. Our borrowed car has a fantastic GPS system and it helped us find a place to stay in North Platte that was both dog accepting and AVAILABLE - big car show in North Platte this weekend! A friend of mine once stayed at one of these hotels in Michigan and said it was surprisingly good for the price, and the 17 reviews on TripAdvisor were wonderful! We didn't love it...hate to say...


$68.80 for the night plus free WiFi is a great value

The owner was SOOOOOOO nice and the place was clean. How could I tell? The white grout on the bathroom floor and in the shower was spotless. But it wasn't "plush" shall I say... Jason was particularly unhappy, but didn't want to search around. There was a "Conference Suite" available at the brand new La Quinta Inn for $150/night plus tax. I just couldn't do it for the 8hrs we were going to be there. Jason, could have. Would have. Probably should have. The only thing that made our first night's choice acceptable was....

I LOVE when places do this...

So, Jason's vacation isn't perfect yet, but Luna is wonderful. I'm ok. Missing Satchel and Koko, but enjoying the quiet, and the migration across the country with My Pack.

I Love Necklaces...and Dogs

For me, it's hard to wear jewelry when I work. As a massage therapist, I don't feel comfortable wearing rings or bracelets, and I'm short; many necklaces dangle too far and could get in the way while I work. Some necklaces are just fine though, and I wear them frequently. I love necklaces. I have a ton. I have A LOT with a dog theme. Here is my Canine Collection:


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Sweet Kokies...with so much focus on Satchel in the last year, I worry my devotion to Koko isn't known well enough. A woman named Heather made this necklace for me a couple of years ago. There's never enough Koko near me!
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Though this didn't turn out as beautifully as I'd envisioned, I'm happy to have it.
It's a glass locket designed to hold "cremains," or the ashes, of someone you love.
I have some of Koko's ashes and a bit of her hair inside.
The glass is also engraved/etched with "My Beloved Koko"

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Another Koko creation.
She does hold a key to my heart. That is for sure.
The front of the heart is engraved "Koko"
And the back "I Belong To Koko & She To Me"
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I couldn't have just one of these made when I have more than one dog!
I chose Luna's to be sepia toned. She's just so cute in any shade...
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Of course there's a Satchel one too!
Happy Satchie on the beach..
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There's so much more Satchel Inspired jewelry...it's hard to commemorate part of your soul, but with Satchel, I've found a few ways to honor his beauty...

My first attempt. I'm really happy with how these turned out. The minimum order was 40 so several friends and family are sporting some SatchelStrength too.

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A second attempt. It didn't turn out as well as I'd pictured, but it's still very nice.
The back says "Forever The Strongest 1994-2010"
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This came with the previous necklace. I thought they would be so good together, but the Satchel one rubs on the Wander one and scuffs the Wander one. I don't like that so for now, they are separate. That's ok.
It's a favorite phrase we've used for years to describe Satchel's walkabouts.
It's from The Lord of the Rings The Fellowship of the Ring.
It describes his spirit so perfectly...

I received this as a gift from two beautiful women.
Their beauty shows through this creation.
They ignited my realization that Satchel inspires.

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When searching under "Not All Who Wander Are Lost," I found an artist who creates gorgeous pieces like this. She was open to creating something specifically Satchel and Satchel inspired this.
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With no prompting, the artist send this pendant along with the Not All Who Wander Are Lost.
Again, Satchel inspires...
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And then there are just doggy themed charms and dangles. They're fun!

From the Animal Rescue site. It was a gift from the kids' stepmom. I'm so lucky.

From my Sweet Hannie...made by an artist in the Traverse City area.

Another gift from the Animal Rescue Site

Bought it at Kohl's on major sale and with a coupon.
I think it cost me 84 cents!

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From back in the day when you had a cell phone antenna and put a charm on it.
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A gift.
I don't get to wear it much, but it's still totally cute.
I hope Luna thinks I'm great and that I live up to her thoughts every day.

So Far...An Unsteady Recovery

First, I must thank everyone for the loving support you have provided as our smaller pack of three attempts to find our new normal in living without both Satchel and Koko. It is taking great effort, but we know there are reasons to smile and walk on from this grief. We are finding our way.

Next, I must put in writing that I am working to walk on. While resistant in the beginning stages, I am now stepping toward Recovery by helping to plan our first vacation together in 2 years. The Pack is going to Colorado.


We'll be on the road and then together for days and days and days...we love it.

Dear Jason recognized the instability of my broken heart and envisioned healing beginning in Nature. Knowing our Perfect Place - Glen Arbor, Michigan - would feel less perfect without Satchel, Jason remembered another gorgeous location. A little over a year ago, he'd traveled to the Boulder, Colorado area and felt it was time to return...with his Pack.

Anxiety has become a bad habit for me. Feeling overwhelmingly stressed to leave the house and be away from Satchel is a sensation I am still experiencing. If I can bring Luna with me, I'm ok. When I am not with Luna, I have trouble breathing, concentrating, and sometimes, simply functioning. It is a reaction to more than Satchel's death. It is my body and soul's reaction to almost 15 years of crises, and being the primary caregiver to someone I desperately love. I now have the luxury of time to feel the deep emotions that come from deep love and loss. With no crisis to consume my time, I am in deep grief and do not have my greatest comforts near me. I do not have Satchel and Koko. But Thank You God, I have Luna and Jason and Nature.

We're going to Colorado. We will take a day and a half to drive to Downtown Boulder, spend 4 nights there in a cute apartment, then spend one night camping in Rocky Mountain National Park. After hopefully sleeping soundly in rustic nature, we'll drive to Vail and stay in a cute condo. Luna is welcome everywhere we go, and we'll hike and take pictures and spend all day outside and take naps and grocery shop, and hopefully feel fit and sleep well in the high altitude.


One of the worlds greatest traveling companions...she looks awfully comfy doesn't she?

I've got a list going for what I need to bring for Luna, and have packed up a few things for her:
Tea tree oil for tick protection
Food packets
Treats
Meds & Supplements
Saline eye drops
Otomax for ears
2 bags marshmallows
Collars
Recharger for flasher
Seat belt harness
Service dog vest
Leashes
My Camelback
Poop bags
Plastic grocery bags
Bowls
Rug
Small towels
Big towels?
Toys
Gulpies?
Bed
Orange fleece
Blanket
Carabiner


"Roughing it..."

I've also got a list going of what meals I'll make and what groceries I need to buy when we get there:
Quesadillas - tortillas, onion, rice, chicken, shredded cheese, sour cream, enchilada sauce
Chicken & rice in foil packets for camping - foil
Grilled sandwiches - turkey reuben? - bread, spreadable butter, cole slaw, sliced turkey
French toast - syrup, eggs, milk
Pancakes
Pasta something - pasta, sauce?, sprinkle Parmesan?
Chips & dip


Jason and Luna really know how to camp!

Our plans include driving to Pike's Peak, hiking through Estes Park and Chautauqua Park, visiting the Garden of the Gods, walking walking walking, Jason will ride his bike "a bit" (only 2 hours a day maybe), taking naps, watching a movie or two, I hope to see elk and moose.


Suited up for an adventure...

I'm smiling when I think about being with 2 of my favorite traveling companions for days and days in a row. I'm still feeling the sickly sadness in my chest when I think that the only reason I can go on this trip is because I don't have my Satchel or my Koko with me...but I know they want me to go. I know I don't honor them by being continually devastated. I honor them by finding happiness in being a contributing member of a Strong and Loving Pack...and by spending time in Nature.


Literal Tree Hugging at the Sleeping Bear Dunes National Lakeshore

So we're going to Colorado, and though I am unsteady about being away from home, I know what I carry with me everywhere I go...strength from all the members of My Pack, past and present...Spunky, Woof, Jason, Satchel, Koko, T, E, Luna, Cesar, Patricia McConnell...


A memory making photo shoot in the yard...we can make any day an adventure...